God, I’ve missed writing. I have sinned.
I’ve missed the interaction with my followers. I’ve missed reading your well thought out and inspiring posts and comments. I’ve missed your knowledge and ability to share your experiences in a succinct and photographic manner. I’m enamored when I read posts that use words so precise and vivid. It feels like I’m watching the movie Catching Fire instead of reading a blog. Your thoughts come to life when I read. It’s as if I’m trapped in an endless dream. It only ends when I choose. I’ve missed you. I’ve missed your intelligence; your beauty and your mental orgasm.
I have not written in 10 months, but I’ve been on a journey. It would be easy to say I’ve been sitting on my ass doing nothing for 10 months. However, that’s not true. My ass is firmer to the pinch. Even family has undergone a major face-lift. Transformation. You do not fully understand the essence of transformation until you look at yourself with your own eyes. And just think, when I posted that statement on Facebook, some thought I was referring to selfies. Life man. I want to share it in one post. Unfortunately, that would require you to have a couple of weeks of reading time. Instead, I’ll share it in snippets. Life is about a series of sound bites, isn’t it? Here are some shots of my physical transformation.
During this time period I went from this to this:

And from that to that:

From a jolly red guy, to a leaner black guy:

I eat differently now. I wear emperors clothes. I think differently now. I look different. I’ve embraced change and am now embroiled in a steamy love affair with her. Change is sexy. Yes, I’ve become a selfie-taking gay fashion model too at a ripe old age.
How I got here is a sordid and seedy tale of hospitals, drugs, sex, murder, fashion, passion, hate, love, lust, fast cars, fast women and God. I’m looking forward to sharing the sound bites with you.
What do you think of my transformation so far?


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